Milk Is Good, but Solids Are Better

Up in the heavens the moment I was reborn there was a celebration going on for my birth! Jesus came to baptize with the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit brings birth! I was reborn as a baby but in a realm that I cant see, but that is there. There was the birth of me as a spiritual baby in Christ! At that moment God took me into His arms, cradled me, and became my Father! I became a child of God, and I have an inheritance! I have promises of a Father that will never go void! Promises that God will never take a way.. Promises that were given to me by Him, and I trust in those promises!
But to all who believed Him and accepted Him, He gave the right to become children of God. They are reborn—not with a physical birth resulting from human passion or plan, but a birth that comes from God.
As we grow as children of God, we shouldn't stay babies forever. Its just like the natural realm we should be growing, and the only reason why we wouldn't be is if there was something lacking.. I never understood why I would meet these crazy Jesus people but after I started to get spiritual food that fed my soul, I started to flourish and grow in Christ, and become mature. I stopped drinking and craving milk that came from a mother, but instead I had to feed myself, and its not always easy to get spiritual food yourself.. Its far easier for a Christian to continue to drink milk and get fed by a mother, but that will always stunt your growth, and you will never move or grow into the mature person God is calling you to be..
For everyone who partakes only of milk is not accustomed to the word of righteousness, for he is an infant. But solid food is for the mature, who because of practice have their senses trained to discern good and evil.

His Temple...

The places God takes me.. I should write a book on The places you will go... with God! Lately  has been da struggle spiritually for me.. But even with this struggle, God takes me to these places with Him because He loves me.. Ive been thinking about His Temple.. And how Perfect and Glorious it will be when all His remnant comes back from being scattered.. The day that He will shake the heavens and earth.. The day when I get to see His scattered return to the temple filled with His glory.. The future glory that will be  greater then its past glory! The day that I I get to be in the perfect and glorious temple of God, that has been built on Him, stone by stone built upon that Rock! We really have been scattered so far and so broad, but He is bringing us back! I'm claiming my healing from Him that one day He will unite us!  "Does anyone remember this house—this Temple—in its former splendor? How, in comparison, does it look to you now? It must seem like nothing at all! I have been so crushed by this scattered-mess.. I have had to work through the bondage of religion because we are scattered..  I know that being apart isn't the end.. Being in unity is the end!

6 “For this is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: In just a little while I will again shake the heavens and the earth, the oceans and the dry land. 7 I will shake all the nations, and the treasures of all the nations will be brought to this Temple. I will fill this place with glory, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. 8 The silver is mine, and the gold is mine, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. 9 The future glory of this Temple will be greater than its past glory, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. And in this place I will bring peace. I, the Lord of Heaven’s Armies, have spoken!”

God wants us to rebuild this Temple that is in ruins while we wait for that Glorious day! ⁴ “Why are you living in luxurious houses while my house lies in ruins? ⁵ This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: Look at what’s happening to you! ⁶ You have planted much but harvest little.

Rebuilding is hard work! Rebuilding Gods temple should come first! We expect this great harvest, but God tells us that when He doesn't come first, and when you are taken over by sin you end up with harvesting little or nothing..

 Look at what’s happening to you! ⁸ Now go up into the hills, bring down timber, and rebuild my house. Then I will take pleasure in it and be honored, says the Lord. ⁹ You hoped for rich harvests, but they were poor. And when you brought your harvest home, I blew it away. Why? Because my house lies in ruins, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies, while all of you are busy building your own fine houses.

In the battle...

I was thinking tonight about how I haven't really been writing lately, and I miss it.. I miss my moments with God and the revelation He pours into me.. I remember those moments thinking I will never get them back, but I know that isn't true. Right now I'm in the battle..

God is so true to His word! When I'm in the battle, all I know is His love, and the mental exhaustion.. But He is true to His word.. He says I will never leave you.. My grace is sufficient! Those things He continues to show me in the fight.. That His Grace is sufficient! This battle is feeling like its taking forever.. and that well maybe I have been fighting long enough.. Like okay God come in and save me now.. God didn't leave me on this earth alone.. He left me with the comforter and counselor..He left His power to win a victorious life.. To run the race to the end.. I am more then a conqueror! I just wish I could not be so fleshly and remember this always. I wish I could just walk around like Jesus all the time, knowing, claiming, and having complete revelation of the Father..

I realize through this battle, that I wish I would just die already! I'm not talking about physically, but I wish that old man in me would seriously croak...

God gave me something to cling to back in May that I have been holding on to and that is that its going to be a really rough ride.. And to hold on to the cross at all moments.. I thought I would of had a few months to kinda just be excited about my transition but Satan was totally on his game.

I started to have a battle inside my own mind.. I have never experienced this type of spiritual warfare and I really shouldn't be surprised but I wasn't ready to say the least. Through this I keep finding Gods grace, love and mercy for me each day. He keeps showing me how much He loves me, but this battle I am ready for it to be won already..

Two weeks ago was probably one of the worst weeks so far.. I know that God is bigger then my own heart. He is bigger then me condemning myself. He is bigger then my battle. He knows the end of it. He knows how long it will last. He knows the good He will work from it, because I do love Him.

Because God is that good, He has been working some on some of the old man inside of me to come out. He will clean that out of me.. He will produce more endurance in me, through long suffering..

I just want that old man to die.. I want to let it go, and never look back.. I want to come back into focus with Him, so that my own mind stops distracting me.. Before, I would always retreat.. You might of notice I would of went off grid, but this time He said don't retreat..

So that is what I will do. I will anchor down and stand in the waves...